Thursday, June 18, 2009

obsession problem

ignore my post... grumpy mood these few days... grrr.... PMS may be around the corner... or may not yet.... dunno.... dun care... ima sick and tired of spending time doing nth....

a few issues tat other ppl thinks ima having a serious prob.... well..... screw you....

1: fairness of skin colour
i dun get it... i wanna be fair cant izzit.... i like being fair.... as in paper white fair... not pale... got wrong ar??? i find those ppl who goes for dragon boat racing or volleyball training disgusting... might as well chuck themselves into a hill-full of charcoal or sth.... they wanna be freaking Indians let them be... dun ask me to be even 1% of like them.... wats wrong with hating the sun and slabbing myself with sunblock and skin whitening lotions.....

2: weight management
i like being skinny... so?? ima not dying rite?? i still eat normally rite? i dun starve myself to the extreme rite?? i do not hav the symptoms for anorexia, bulimia,compulsive overeating or binge eating... so wats the big deal... ima not killing myself or anything... ima just obsess with how my body looks... wat wrong with it... i freaking cant stand my bulging tummy can? i cant stand having like no waist when ima only this tall can??? not ur body rite?? so wats the freaking prob!!! i dun look like a stick man rite? i still look like a human rite.... argh~~

3: being alone
wat now.... alone also cant liao lah... diaoZz... must all human beings hav to mingle with other ppl then can survive mah?? if tats the case then pls bomb North Korea... they are wasting the oxygen on earth liao.... ppl wanna hav PERSONAL SPACE cant ar?? must i use a yellow marker draw a box then stand inside then can ar???


bottomline.... my style my life....

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