Monday, May 16, 2011

weirdom~

hell of a LONG POST~

hmmm.. apart from the recent post about iwhite4... its like 2 months i nv really touch this place.... and for some weird reasoning... ppl start coming in... viewing my post and commenting.. (nth tat i dislike about it.... since i already know i place my blog under open acc...) just really wonder y they are even interested in reading my post... nth extraordinary or wat.. just plain simple rants of everyday life... and definitely ima not xiaxue or steven lim.... wahhaha~~~
of course there might be the possibility tat they are spams but i dun think spams will type out nicely written english to the extend tat they can actually pinpoint certain things in a blog.... oh well can only say diff ppl hav diff taste in life... some common alike the majority of the human folk.. others abit more lending to the weird side....

anyway~ back to the old ranting and stupid thoughts in my head... didnt really touch blogging.. hmm.. y... maybe dun feel like writing alot out anymore.. (just plain lazy can??) or maybe with the facebook... at least there can get 'instant' responses from my buds... which is helpful at certain times.... or maybe my mode of thinking is changing... (is tat bad?? sheesh...) oggie lah.. will come back once awhile to rant about stuffs... besides... ima not really oblige to report to ppl about my where and when abouts....

time to say sth 'normal'... month of may... lotsa holis and almost middle of the year... shd be a 'happy month... but kinda sad month for me (and its only halfway through....!!) lots of bad mojo happening around me... sis in law's grandmom pass away... my best bud's mom sudden bad turn towards cancer..... (i might add... not much time left) my another bud.. who was suppose to get married this nov.. gonna call of the wedding cos the gf action.... my ex who is getting married this nov (also!) still dun wanna let go... (for like how long?? 10 yrs??) and etc etc.... (dun really wanna add on to the list of 'unfortunate' events....)

HaiZz... relationships between ppl is so complicated... often times ppl will write a line... but is tat a straight line or a wavy one?? is the line in fine print or bold.... lately i fret other other ppl's prob tat i tend to overlook mine own stuff... not tat ima complaining.... everything is fine between me and him..... everything is stable... (maybe too stable.. is tat consider complaining??) or shd i say stagnant.... and from wat i know.. nth comes good if sth is stagnant for too long....

ima not forcing nor ima pushing... but i really REALLY sucks if the ans is always dunno... then quietness... wth is tat suppose to mean.... i dun wanna assume... yet i also dun wanna probe into much much details yet... just find tat maybe for now its not the time to explore the issue.... for now... just walk and look...

once again.. pardon my jumpy post.... i just cant get myself too organize in such things....


needing some time to think...

Monday, May 9, 2011

woohoo~!



IPHONE 4 WHITE.... ENOUGH SAID...
needing some time to think...

Monday, February 28, 2011

uppp!!! and downy~~~


long long time no write anything in here le... busy month since got cny... oh well.. the usual stuff... time to really find a job now.... wahaha...!!

like been riding a roller coaster this month.. lots of ups and downs... hmmm... downs are more ba.... but the ups are good... good enough for me to do sth about it....

PS: so wanna slp rite now but so bloody awake~!

needing some time to think...

Monday, January 17, 2011

clean up clean up~


oggie... left 2 weeks to cny... crunch time!!! woke up early to clean my disgusting room.. and to give some tender loving care to my bunch of laogongs~

wah biang... fingers wanna break cleaning the nooks and cranny of these toys... vacuum cannot.. cloth cannot.. toothbrush also cannot.... alamak! mom was like commenting(again...) how messy my room is.. wth... wat u expect.... this is the result of having a tom boyish daughter who only likes toys... wahahaha!! got into abit of the prob placing my laogongs back.. (since open another 4 boxes...) but managed to do so.. think i hav to really get the detolf for my gundams....

anyway... clean up's done.... next on the list.. paint job!! light blue!! woohoo!!! no more filthy green!!

needing some time to think...

Thursday, January 13, 2011

braces...


oggie.. just back from dentist and makan... took 1 and half hrs... took a nap.. dun really care wat he was doing.. no pain or wat... looking good....

to all the peeps who told me its a torture and alot of pain... u are a wuss!!!

needing some time to think...

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

fireworks~


keeping it short... sth about fireworks... two diff stories... dunno who is telling the truth.. dunno who to trust...

thus.... whoever it is... you better start rmbing wat actually happened and wat u actually see/do.... you better come clean with me.... ima not gonna probe now... dun wait till i really start probing....


i hate being lied to.... i hate being kept in the dark... i hate being the last to know..... wan me to continue trusting u? then pls at least try... dun say about losing the trust... how about to retain the trust from me....


needing some time to think...

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

free gifts~


was thinking go pei dar to garage... (not much time to pei each other soon..) but since he dun need me i went out with someone else... wahhaha!!!

went for early dinner at town then went sightseeing and shopping... cny coming.... wow.... so many things on sale... but nth much i wanted... dunno izzit me not liking to shop or really i hav a low shopping drive....

however still saw sth i like... but dun bear to get it...(rather spend the lui on sth else more practical...) but still... i got it.... wahahah... so nice of him to get it for me... will treasure it de!

went to the DNA bridge(or wat u call it hexi sth sth bridge...)nice view of the city lights... though quite alot of ppl... still enjoy tat moment... its been a long time since i went sightseeing... sat along the riverside at esplanade... tok about alot of things... my stuff.... his stuff... long time ago stuff....

hear sth during the conver... it bugs me... wonder wat it is.... shall know tml ba...

needing some time to think...

Thursday, January 6, 2011

first appt of the yr~


just back from dental appt.... put separators.... next week.... the real things~ now i feel weird... duhZz.... heading back to spring cleaning...

needing some time to think...