to summaries everything... work days are like crap.... getting more and more fed up.... ima iterally having slight fever everyday cos my blood pressure is raising plus my blood is boiling....
weekends also nth much... last weekend pei dar at hm... he doing tutorial while i finish up my gundam.... finally done... (too bad.... havnt take pics of it to upload...)
this weekend also nth much... went over on sat... stayed over niteZz... dar cant seem to focus on his tutorial.... think with other issues in his mind its taking its toll on him le... also dun wanna request anything from him....
dun think will be staying over much anymore also... nth good ever seems to come out everytime i go over.... or in this case... me staying over is kinda like a once a blue moon thingy... yet nth is done for it... so.... i shall not go plan ahead when to stay over or wat le... ima even thinking dun meet dar le... his exams is like one month away... if ima with him.. there is no way he can study in peace.... for some reason i keep thinking ima hindrance to him... ima always dragging him in some sort....
btw... April coming soon le... alot of things in my mind rite at this moment.... dunno how to solve... dunno how to go about it even.... dun even know whether ima thinking rite now is the right thing to do or not.... shall try not to brood so much over it... another moment in time where ima counting down the days.... to wat i also dunno liao....
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