mood not bery good.... some times up some times down.... keep thinking of things... i cant help it if words keep popping up in my head.... i cant help it if i feel so 'off'.... suddenly everything seems uncertain.... everything is blur-ish... everything like dun hav an answer le....
everything is calm now.... life is back to normal it seems... but i just dun feel good about it.... call it insecure or doubts... i dunno... i cant even answer a simple qus which has been thrown to me number of times before..... its like i hav a sudden fear of sth of some sort... yet i cant pin point...
was toking to a fr just now.... one thing she said to me.... : every r/s really need a lot of confidence n trust... dunno how true or not... it doesnt really applies even if there is trust and confidence in each other wat.... there will be a certain fear of uncertainty in issues faced.... can a person really put complete trust in another person?? and even its possible... doesnt it hurts??....
心很乱..... 不想做任何事..... 想一个人静一静...... 我不想工作.... 我不想出门... 我不想每天起床... 我也不想结婚了....
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