long time nv post... busy with work cum other stuff... my weekends are all not for enjoyments... either is helping dar with his sis wedding.... or with his 'new' room.... or cleaning my room up(which till now is not yet finish... sianZz...) even i took leave also like not for resting de... till i got super bad mood swing... one moment happy the next min totally change into thunderstorm.... as i said before lah..... this month ar..... suai lah... work like dog like tat.... 24 hrs also not enough...
super stressed up.... till the point i rant like crazy... every lil thing i complain... nag... the time i spend with dar is always not only the two of us... or suddenly got sth cock up.. hav to go settle... our own schedule hav to be compromised... sebei sian de lor like tat... like wats the point of meeting u when i hav to go settle other things... i forgo my own stuff to meet u yet i hav to cut short those times for the lil cock up....
but... oggie lah.... got silver lining... for the past 3 days no cock ups... no stuff to settle... finally can meet up 'normally'.... really enjoyed myself for the past 3 days... all my pent up anger all gone liao... i get to spend every min with dar alone... weee!!~~~ and every nite when he send me hm i really dun bear to go off... i wish nv to end the day at all.... wan to last as long as possible...
btw... nearing dec le... means his bday coming soon... hmmm... dunno wat the plan be...(as usual.. might hav cock ups... doesnt matter.. kinda used to it liao lor...)was thinking about the promise i made to him... die lah... got 4 weeks to realize it... dunno when sia.... still gonna ponder over it.... but ima so gonna get a new wallet for him.... i cant stand his wallet~!!!(i dun care ar... dun complain if i buy for u~~)
however..... think ima gonna hav mixed feelings this month... just hav an uneasy feeling towards it.... maybe ima thinking too much again... hope dar dun go paranoid over it again....
sidenote:
these 2 days keep thinking about the happening during this month... feel bad for dar... keep scolding him for no reason just cos of my mood swings... ima really bery sorry....
also... keep 'daydreaming' about us... just cldnt stop smiling.... wanted to ask a stupid qus to him today but didnt... wahhahah!!! oh well.. there's always another time to ask....
PS: will always love u... care for u... think about u.... i'll always be there for u.... regardless wat happens...
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