aftn my bro come pester me about the passport issue again... if he dun wanna help me extend my passport tats fine with me liao.. i dun wanna argue anymore.....
today 7th day without his news... not even a freaking email or sms.... watever.... dun wanna think about it anymore....
just now msning with steph... F***... i dun get it... why got such ppl in this world... why dun just give a damn straight answer one... just like to screw other ppl... wanna waste ppl's time... and be super materialistic... ppl got use then stick to them.. useless liao siam one side.... haiZz.. this world dunno turn to wat liao lah...
then qing ming coming soon(like next sat).. for the first time since 19 yrs old.. i dun wanna go down.... i dun wanna see daddy.... i dun wanna tell him wat happen... i dun wan him to know his lil ger is miserable....
my mind is collapsing... freaking tired... dont wish to do anything... dun wanna tok to anyone... why like tat... i dunno... i freaking hell dunno...
mentally i think i cant tahan liao... ytd nite round 3am i almost cant take it... almost cried... but held back.. sickening to be a human... think itsa gonna get worse.... argh!!!... shit crap hell!!!
ima heading out tml.... i cant take it.... i hav to get out liao.... i hav to go somewhere spacious... i hav to go somewhere to daze liao..... i hav to get out of this hse.....
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