oggie... so was cleaning room... still abit shag... but there are some 'vintage' stuff i found while cleaning my room.... just feel like posting it up for fun...(ya i know... i bo liao.... cannot ar??!!)

ahhh... it brought back memories~~~ suddenly feel so old sia... since these things like at least 10 yrs old liao... dang!!! there are so many crappy stuff in my room~~~~

my fav book!! lost the paper cover le... sad case~

izzit cute or wat!!! itsa like *looking at u* "huh??"

some 'N' lvl art project tat i help my fr do... some fabric printing thingy... everything i do but she get the marks..... this is the 'positive' print....

another version.... 'negative' print...

multi plastic file... sianZz.. chipped le....

exercise book~~ my handwriting.... jialat... sebei ugly~~ oh ya... and i hate my form teacher... lol~~!!!

compo book... super thin book.... always hav to buy new one... waste lui ar......

sec sch exercise book....

change in handwriting.. but still sucks... prefer the current writing style now.... super messy cannot read de... wahahhah!!!

this proof sth... i got do work in sch de hor......

looking at it.... i really dun understand wat ima writing or wat the hell am i doing.....
I HATE MATHS!!~~~

zip lock bag!! another lame gift~!!

oggie.. lame... last sentence... now i think... "err.. ya rite...."

will post other stuff(like bb and SS boxes) next time(will be about pics.. less words... i will be less Nag-gy)... for now... enough le ba....

~hse keeping service~

slpy... aft all tat shit~~~

today was spending the whole aftn and nite (just finish lor.... like 10pm....) cleaning up my room... mainly the bed and the small space rite infront of the toilet area... (master bedroom mah~~) took like forever to clean lor... the more i clean like the more messy the room is... wahhaha!!... but eventually got the job done lor... i can see my bed now!!! wahahah!!! but my body hurts...(means too long nv clean room liao.. clean abit body shag liao lor...)

sianZz... was thinking tml continue to clean my shelf.... take down all my SSs(with pics taken of course) and pack them in boxes... but.... 我要不行了~~~ haiZz.. see tml how... maybe later paste some plaster tml oggie liao... then like superman!!! can continue with cleaning up...

took alot of pics... mainly the BB boxes and SS boxes... will upload tat next time ba.. too many liao... one shot post all like siao one lor... and also i wanna group all the pics to one same topic... kekeke~~~ weird logic rite... anyway.. done toking crap.... pic time~~

err... where's my bed??

still cant see it...

omg!! i can see it!!~~~ my long lost bed~~

yes... tats a starscream at the back... wahahha....

before it was this tall...

now even taller...

process of cleaning my bed... turn into my mom bed's mess....

emptying the box....
cant... walk... argh!!!
they're everywhere!!!

looks good huh....

ya.. aft putting all in one plate... like KNS lor....

PC fair day

was abit late in meeting dear...(nvm lah.. at least u happy to see me... wahahah~~) then was suppose to meet elaine's gang at 2... kns.... late nv say.... at where dun wanna say... in the end met at 2.45... late like 45 mins... tell me cos they go makan first blah blah blah... piss off... if tats the case cant say first de ar... then i can go makan first mah... since wake up nv eat leh... TMD.....

argh!! tok to them will vomit foam sia... anyway... went into the fair... in 2 diff groups... sebei full of ppl lor... jialat lor... but dear manage to get like all the things he wanted... (smiling away rite...) when we finally came out from lvl 4 hall i sms her... can tell me they go buy water.. only went in awhile.. say stuffy and dizzy... KAOZz... then dun come in the first place lah.. waste our time waiting for them in the first place.... then come liao dun go in... NVM.... we head to lvl 6... oggie lah.. lesser ppl... since its more of other electronics and the mobile provider booths... stayed there like 3 hrs? aft which we head to mac to find them and makan... (they dun wanna move place... dunno they meet us for wat in the first place...)

alvin was sebei rude.. dun wanna mingle with us nvm.. play PSP nvm... can go slp throughout the whole time... wah kaoZz... dunno where his manners are de... even daniel(whois much younger than all of us) thinks he sebei rude... i still dunno wat elaine sees in him... dun wanna work(can complain about every type of job scope).... wanna be boss/rich yet dun wanna put in effort....(think money fall from sky like tat) dun even hav the slightest etiquette to other ppl in a public place... why got such 人渣 exist de... told elaine today she better teach him some BASIC manners... the slping issue is not the first time liao...

dunno y..... everytime got alvin in the group i sure kanna pissedd of by him de.... like waste my youth on him de... HaiZz.... nvm!!!~~~ at least i got sth out from this whole episode.... cos aft makan they went back to TP.. we stayed at suntec.... went to simply toys... finally got my Transformers Universe Starscream... STARSCREAM LEH!!!! tats one item kanna strike off from my wish list liao.... muahahah!!! oggie lah the pricing... 30 bucks for sth i looking for like dunno how long... was playing with it just now....(was suppose to clear my bed today... but tat can wait mah... SS mah~~) but it does look abit like the henkei version... wahaha!!... why all look the same de!!!

time now is near 4pm... time to clear my room... urgh...*shrugs* where to hide my SSs!!!~~~~

i know.. lame.. plastic bag also take pic...

front of box...

back of it...(duhZz...)

instruction manual... (as though i need it...)

side view... plane mode...

front view....

bot mode....

standing with henkei version... who is who ar... looks the same rite??

PS: i wanna u be happy cannot meh... y call me 傻瓜~~~

Mini(expensive) wish list

went to jurong point to meet dear and gang... went like 1 hr early..... wahhaah!! nvm lah.. go walkie abit... look see look see abit... with the new extension.. it only took me like 1 and half hr to finish walking... sian lor... nth i like... wahahah wanna spend lui also hard ar~ wanna get a new pair of converse... cfm getting black.. my black shoe is like disintegrating liao proceed to the wallet shop though.. saw sth i like... will think about it...

finally met them for dinner..... ate alot..... like two freaking bowls of rice!!!(when's the last time i ate so much rice??) enjoyed the meal and the company... itsa fun.. but wei2 like emoing sia... dunno wats wrong with her.... (as though i really care.... i myself happy can le... muahahah!!) aft which nth much lah.. walk abit to digest food... dear bought his sun reflector thingy for the car... (happy liao lor.. no more monkey butt liao hor?) then walk to the wine section... wah liao.. i nv say gonna buy y u like give me the "u owe me $10k" look..... see only... wldnt get drunk rite?

toking about wallet.... i so gonna get one for him... his wallet ar... dunno use how long liao lor.... and also cos got the ID compartment which he last time put his ex and him pic in... ima kinda bothered by it.... (though pic was taken out still got the imprint on the plastic) dunno y lah.. everytime i happen to see tat impression i buay song liao.... see how lah... his bday still long ar.. wahhah... even i get one most prob will be brown de... black like too normal liao... and hav to get a wallet the thickness is the size of a cheeseburger....(wat to do... he wanna put soOOoooo many cards...)

and about shoes... i dun get it... ppl already gonna be out of work in like 2 weeks time with like maybe 400(plus next months remaining salary)havnt landed a next job.... and u... not working at all.... and when u got some lui u go spend like near 90 bucks on a pair of stupid bball shoes..... i super dunno wat the hell u thinking ar.. no sense of urgency sia.. dun expect her to continue feeding her when ima around lah... anyway... back to the main issue and away from the lil ranting and updating... WISHLIST!!! or in this case my lil goals for the next half yr... kekeke.... 加油!!!~~~

• Unicorn Gundam Titanium.... (still waiting for it)
• Sony Cybershot DSC-T90/B.... (see how ba... sony webby quote like 500 bucks.. wahahah!!)
• mobile internet... (i so need it.. i shdnt be leeching other ppl's de....
• specs.....(my eyes are really failing me.... die.. ima getting blind!!~~~)
  
• Braces... (calculated liao.. shd be able to do it like in sept)
• Wallet.... (we'll see... hav to get one nice nice de... and durable...)
• TF universe and Masterpiece Starscream... (how in the hell i left u out!!)
• more clothes MAYBE skirts... (lol... wat~~~ i ger lah.. always not enough de lah... for the skirts.... wat to do.. hav to make someone happy mah....)
• detolf.... (think need 2... in living room...)
  

oggie.. think tats for now lah... now my schedule for the next 2 days... argh~~ ever see a cat travel vast distances??

Sat 13/6/09
morn head to bro hse *wat to do.. bring his bbs and borrow digicam...*(amk to fernvale)
noon time heading to garage if possible (fernvale lrt- sengkang mrt- serangoon mrt- aljunied road)
aftn going to his hse? (aljunied road - commonwealth)
*of course tat is one possible route or schedule... maybe not even hav to head to the garage in the first place... but wat ever the case is.. from fernvale go where also is like an expedition de....( can take cab mah??)*

Sun 14/6/09
noon head to Suntec for PC fair (amk to cityhall)
head to who knows where liao... maybe tampiness... maybe commonwealth.. maybe just outside dunno where only.... wahahahhaha ~~~at least better than the sat schedule....

oh ya!! PC fair.. maybe getting screen protector for lappie... and taking a look at the price plans for the internet... dunno wat to wear tat day.. wahahha.. elaine alv and lil daniel is coming with us.... see wat my mood is ba... maybe got sth surprizing....

sidenote:
i really love it when u say: 你这个傻瓜..... well... i can only say... 你这个白痴....
and the background song... i think u shd be the one tat is using it... its soOOOoo you... whahhah.... its exactly wat u being doing!!

horrible week

yes... this is how i feel for the whole week.... sianZz half....

no need to explain liao rite if u were reading my posts... wahahah.... (lame.... y am i laughing at it in the first place...)

dunno y.. this whole week i so easy tio irritated... everyone is really getting on my nerves...(and my limit are bery thin de!!) every single freaking day sure got sth to piss me off... and just when ima able to curb my temper down another stupid issue pops out.. wah liao... think tio execution by a firing squad also faster death then this lor... this like the M-16 the bullet tio stuck... later then shoot out.. shoot liao also miss.. hit everywhere... kaoZz.... wanna shoot pls shoot properly.. aim the headshot can or not!!!~~~

anyway....(i shall not continue to rant about tat....) will start to clear my bed this week.. then maybe next week my precious SSs... think will take tons of pics before i ship them off my hse... (EMO!!!~~~ will not see them for a few months leh!!!) aft which will be my near 30 boxes of BBs... (think i'll speed build them put them back in the boxes then ship them off) argh.... say wanna paint them.. till now... OMG~~ IMA FREAKING LAZY!!!

nvm... see how aft the window installation finish will my precious bed be back into my room or not.. if not most prob i will use tat extra space put a table or sth... my lil workspace... (i freaking need a stupid table...!!) COOL! no more doing things/eating on the bed!!

oh ya... since ima clearing my room... might as well clear my wardrobe... gonna throw/give away all the old clothes le... no space liao... mom also complaining liao... also need to 'organise' my things... need to buy stupid drawers liao... like not enough leh... sianZz... i hate cleaning up... waste time.... waste energy... later in time will mess up again... argh! wats the point sia~~~

HAIZz... nvm... got silver lining... room getting clean at least for the next few months... my mood is NOT tat bad... just lil tantrums... (wat to do.. i petty mah!!~~ LOL!!!) and dear trying to cheer me up... though he like nv able to succeed in it.... (appreciate tat already... dun feel bad...) and also i today actually had a nice dream... dreamt about some frs... past thingys... funny lil pranks i did... so... today wasnt really a bad day.... (dun think can be worse lah...)

signing out... dun wanna complain liao...

too pissed to comment....

pissed... not gonna say much..... itsa just about time schedules, respecting my personal time/space/interaction plus tolerance to kids.....(yes.... i hav super low patience with kids... tat kid is lucky ima not his mom....) and kanna labeled as though i bo name or wat... somemore the label is so barbaric sounding... kaozz... aiya... just say it as once i step out of the hse i piss off liao lah~~!!!! GRRR~~~

just gonna post some pics.... was at orchard with jack(collect my bbs...) got toy sales.... also got a display of gundams... just some of the bots.... and yes.. ima even too pissed to even add lame crappy lines to the pics...

pardon the degree of 'crappiness' of the pics...





















my fr's fr shop... some plaster painting shop.. aim to let families hav precious time together....

tat clown.... freaky...

weird and sian half attitude with alot of time wasting thoughts....

did nth much today....(the usual me rite... duhZz!!) was relabeling my songs...(half dead already~~) surfing around...(saw some interesting facts about the world and history....) msn-ing.... reading blogs....

today my xiao jiang si went to collect car... sms him like 2 hrs no reply... worried... dunno wat happen to him... just when i take the phone in to call him he call my hp... whahaha... win liao lor... nvm lah.. as long i know he safe can le... will see wat happen to his car when i got the chance to see it...

toking about reading blogs... i nth to do went to refer to all his past posts... noticed sth... things he said to me and things he wanted to say to her(or did say to her) is exactly the same... (oggie.. ima gonna be bery mean and play with words now.... wat to do.. ima ger mah... likes to do such petty stuff.. wahahah!!) hmmm... feeling uneasy.....

about her:

12/31/2008
Soon we start to sms each other...
abt hw we felt abt the outing...

Long story short...
We mutually gt tgt...
Without sounding off 2 each other...

Everyting was so comfortable...
Everyting was so perfect...
There was was sumting else on top of luv...
Tat both of us could nt pin point...
Tat both of us nv felt b4 in life...

I felt tat my life was complete...

1/01/2009
bt i most prob i wun fall in love again...
unless its her...
and i b there for her...
no matter wat...

i'm nt trying to stress, hint or even hinder her from another relationship...
if she found 1 tat she feel is gd...

There are sumtings tat cannt be explained in life...
but there was sumting more than jus love for me...
sumting on top of tat... sumting more...
sunting i hv nv exp b4... since the day i was born till nw...
sumting i cannt put into words... (again)

*i realli mus learn hw 2 express myself better...*

She is the first to gv me tis type of feeling....

At least for nw i know she is safe and still ard me...

i will wait for her...
Cos i know i cannt love another unless its her...
aft having the feeling wif her...
she's irreplaceable...

about me:

5/18/2009
With someone who...
always by my side bt nv noticed...
always there to lend me a ear...
always there to encourage me...
always there to "pull me out of the pit"...
know me a very long time...
found me even after loss contact for many years...
always understand me...

Only knew tat she was impt to me after things start happening to her...
then...
Became v close unknowingly and comfortably...

Nw i shall be the 1 protecting her smile...
Hope i can do a gd job...

Gotta be the idiot tat makes her happy..

actually.. he didnt say much about me in his blog.. usually just tell me... think he is really doing wat he plans to do... *be more verbal*
but sometimes it kinda remind me of things from the past... (regardless is good or bad) and since ima person who lives in the past... ima always in a state of trance... wahhaa... dunno lah... dun wanna compare le....(not tat ima doing it on purpose~~) wait tio scolding again...

other crappy things tat is happening:

sianZz... gonna work in july liao... there goes my naps.. oggie lah... at least got lui coming in... family need lui to survive sia since no one is working at all for like 1 yr liao... or else no food... also ima spending quite alot of things lately...(wat is wrong with me... y am i spending in the first place?) also i dun wan laogong to spend so much on me since he got so many things to pay le.... be self sufficient ba... *note* will TRY to buy my MP-03 or TF universe when i get paid... ima really dying to hav him!!!!! not to mention the steady supply of BBs coming....

another headache ima gonna hav... mom entrusting me to solve a big prob in my room... cos got upgrading at my blk.. hav to change the windows... means hav to move my bed... means i hav to take my toys down from the shelf and other places from my room.... means i hav to find another place for all my 老公 and 大儿子 and all my 儿女.... (if u're wondering wat the hell ima toking... its my Starscream, Arius my Dollfie and my Gundams....)

chiam liao lah... where got space to put... my bro's room already got his Unicorn, Primus, tons of TF bikes... not to mention other collectibles, 2 beds, 2 cupboards..... argh!!! really dunno how ar!!! also dunno how to store them lor... all diff sizes and shapes... if put in boxes i scared lose some parts sia... HaiZz.... EMO.... HOW!!!

just receive news.... my BB Senshi Sangokuden 孙尚香 Gerbera and BB Senshi Sangokuden 徐晃 Serpent just arrived... means.... another 2 more mild headaches... diaoZz... i also havnt start building them and they keep coming!! OMG~~~!!! think i really REALLY hav to get glass cabinets and rearrange the living room liao...(think one also not enough lor...)
WTH... the room issue hav to settle like by this month.. the contractors are coming in aug... urgh.... my babies.....!!!

*walks to corner of room... draw circles*

sorry for being a spoilt brat...
sorry for being so selfish...
sorry for being so stubborn...
sorry for being so insensitive...
sorry for making u worried...
sorry for making u so afraid...
sorry for escaping...

thankZz for being understanding...
thankZz for pushing me...
thankZz for being there...
thankZz for waking me up...
thankZz for trying to reach out ur hand...
thankZz for everything u hav ever done for me.....

i will try to be the person u think i am....

no subject

mind blank... nth to type... emo-ing at the moment... dunno wats wrong with me... think some of my circuits are burnt....

dun wanna tok... dun wanna do anything... gonna enter into hibernation mode.... where's my pod?

closing my eyes...

blood pressure rising... breathing heavily.... hands shaking... too bloody piss to even tok about it...

dun wanna listen then fine... u havnt been listening since evening anyway...

watever... do wat u wan.... i dun wanna try to appease u liao....