haiZz... its the time of the year again... sebei sian... do everything also in half mood mode... even smile also lazy to do so... super silent mood swings... more frequent space outs.... not to mention for some weird reason.. every year lunar 8th month is not a good month for me.. cfm got things to screw me up or someone step on my tail de.... retribution sia...(sth like a slap on the face every single freaking year!!!)
tat day hav to pray death anniv... kaoZz... so dun wanna join in the 'fun'.... not tat ima being mean or wat... is i dun 'recognize' the issue in anyway...(ya.. aft so long still dun wanna face it...) every freaking year do this its like a reminder to all the 'yuan qu' tat i hav to withstand and all the promises i hav to uphold....(shit de lor.... so dun wanna do it!!)
anyway~~~ ytd went ktv with laogong... Elaine Audrey brown Michelle and Timo... dunno y.. they keep choosing those emo songs which tells the story about a guy or a ger missing the other half... or they parted but the party actually dun wan... tmd... super dun wanna hear it... sebei emo de lor... mind start to wander again lor...(actually before ytd already mind wander to dunno where liao lah...) i keep thinking about the 'wat if...' qus... aiya... i think i better brain wash myself... dun think about anything lah.. the more i think the worse i get...
thoughts in my head currently:
i know the logic behind 'the person u marry usually is not the one u truly love'....
but my logic is 'i will only marry someone whom i truly and dearly love'
hmmm... doesnt seems fair to me.......
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