sian... dunno wat to do sia... freaking lost... see him work till like siao... immune system also like failing him.... i see liao also heart pain.... cant do much also... i dun wanna see him so shag... i dun wan him to work so hard....(somemore is other ppl's crap...) i know he's bery responsible person(maybe too responsible...) i cant stop him if he insist of finishing his work or wat.... but ima bery concern about him.....
furthermore, whenever i say things to him like fail to deaf ears.... plus cos is his working pattern lately i keep throwing tantrums at him... ima not trying to make his life hard or wat... ima not trying to be difficult also... i just think tat work is only one aspect in life.. no need to input almost 24 hrs into it... neglecting all other things in life...(not toking about me rite now...) y is he 'tormenting' himself so much... i really dun mind is he has no time for me.... but not when its no time to even rest for himself... or get ready for his upcoming exams...
ima really at a loss rite now... i dunno how to deal with this whole thing le.... everytime i hear his voice on the phone i feel sad.. i feel pain... i just wanna cry knowing i cant do anything for him.... i just wan him to be happy and support him....
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