ramdom thoughts...(or maybe not...)

nah... nth much... just wanna say i miss dar alot~~(even though we tok on the phone a couple of times per day...) even dreamt of him ytd nite...

its such a wonder how a human mind works... how a couple of words can change a person's temperament.... just last week my mood is so bad.... can say cry every nite... also dunno y... like subconsciously sth is bugging me... yet i cant pin point... then this week.. though didnt see dar alot... ima happy... just being able to hear his voice i feel warmth... the things he said sounds like music sia... (or maybe he's lying to make me happy... but men ARE like tat... can only say they sometimes lie cos they dun wan more probs or dun wan the other half to be 'hurt')

watever~~ shall enjoy this moment of minor happiness....

shall slp now... cldnt wait to cuddle up to dar tml....

mind's a whirl....

lately mood bad... dun wanna do anything... sebei sianZz mode... do wat also buay song... hear wat also like damn irritating... haiZz...

just now went to ask mom.. how much wat sis in law's and her's 'ping jin'... then ask her me as her 'char siew' will cost how much.... urgh... regret asking in the first place... hear her answer i more emo liao... but kinda expected it from her... since she will make similiar comments about such things now and then... been hearing these things dunno how many yrs back le...

from wat it seems can forget about everything le... no way she's letting go...

dun wanna comment le... now is bad mood plus emo.... epic day....

lame....

freedom~!~

aft one week of HELL finally freedom.. wahahha.. no more shit from her le~~ can enjoy my time now... can relax and get refresh again~ can finally think about other issues in life liao...

low spirit....

feel like crap now... big rain today... hav to work will soggy shoes... work load was slow... hav to find things to do... dreadful....

then on the way hm just before reach my freaking bus stop.. involve in traffic accident... wow.. wat a day....

sianZz... half my soul gone liao... till now i still feel uneasy... think not gonna hav a good nite slp le... thinking of taking valium... but nah.. wait tml cant wake up...

welcome to the family!!~~~

woohoo!!!~~ another two~~~ happy happy!!~~ but so sorry hav to be kept in the box.. currently no space to display u wor... tahan abit lah~~

ytd saw another 2 tat i wanted... will aim for it!! slowly lah...

super random pics....

oggie.. i know... ima lame... but wat to do when u hav no where to go and nth to do?? wahhaah...

Singapore Flyer!!

yeah!! finally went to 新加坡飞啊..... for me... scary at first... since ima afraid of heights but aft a while its oggie... think dar dar is laughing inside when he saw my expression on my face... (keep pestering me about it... - excited?? we're going up le wor~~ duhZz...)

the view not bad but think aft when all the constructions finally done it will be better..... but overall a good experience...

thank you dar dar~~!!

So loooonnnnggg....

wow.... almost 2 month nv blog liao lor... been so freaking busy with work tat everyday once hm just head to bed le.... but no matter... gonna quit soon anyway... serving my notice now.. then freedom!!!

so freaking tired for the past 2 months... even weekends are spent just dozing off in bed... kinda like no life sia... kinda used to it also lah.... been like tat for how many month? dun even wanna rmb... just wanna 'hibernate' once my notice is due....

other aspects of life... hmm... got its ups and downs... but whois isn't? lately my fr and i realized our life like similar in probs... wahahah... and we keep repeating the same 'advice' on each other... kinda irritating though...

gonna flood the blog with lame pics i took.... yea... again... but hey... when's the last time i did tat?

....worst day to date....

dun wanna say much... just gonna say was lost the whole day... was crying the whole day.... dun even care if ppl stared at me.... ima up till here le... gonna snap soon..... everything sucks....