hell of a LONG POST~ hmmm.. apart from the recent post about iwhite4... its like 2 months i nv really touch this place.... and for some weird reasoning... ppl start coming in... viewing my post and commenting.. (nth tat i dislike about it.... since i already know i place my blog under open acc...) just really wonder y they are even interested in reading my post... nth extraordinary or wat.. just plain simple rants of everyday life... and definitely ima not xiaxue or steven lim.... wahhaha~~~
of course there might be the possibility tat they are spams but i dun think spams will type out nicely written english to the extend tat they can actually pinpoint certain things in a blog.... oh well can only say diff ppl hav diff taste in life... some common alike the majority of the human folk.. others abit more lending to the weird side....
anyway~ back to the old ranting and stupid thoughts in my head... didnt really touch blogging.. hmm.. y... maybe dun feel like writing alot out anymore.. (just plain lazy can??) or maybe with the facebook... at least there can get 'instant' responses from my buds... which is helpful at certain times.... or maybe my mode of thinking is changing... (is tat bad?? sheesh...) oggie lah.. will come back once awhile to rant about stuffs... besides... ima not really oblige to report to ppl about my where and when abouts....
time to say sth 'normal'... month of may... lotsa holis and almost middle of the year... shd be a 'happy month... but kinda sad month for me (and its only halfway through....!!) lots of bad mojo happening around me... sis in law's grandmom pass away... my best bud's mom sudden bad turn towards cancer..... (i might add... not much time left) my another bud.. who was suppose to get married this nov.. gonna call of the wedding cos the gf action.... my ex who is getting married this nov (also!) still dun wanna let go... (for like how long?? 10 yrs??) and etc etc.... (dun really wanna add on to the list of 'unfortunate' events....)
HaiZz... relationships between ppl is so complicated... often times ppl will write a line... but is tat a straight line or a wavy one?? is the line in fine print or bold.... lately i fret other other ppl's prob tat i tend to overlook mine own stuff... not tat ima complaining.... everything is fine between me and him..... everything is stable... (maybe too stable.. is tat consider complaining??) or shd i say stagnant.... and from wat i know.. nth comes good if sth is stagnant for too long....
ima not forcing nor ima pushing... but i really REALLY sucks if the ans is always dunno... then quietness... wth is tat suppose to mean.... i dun wanna assume... yet i also dun wanna probe into much much details yet... just find tat maybe for now its not the time to explore the issue.... for now... just walk and look...
once again.. pardon my jumpy post.... i just cant get myself too organize in such things....
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