oh yea~~~ my internet... backie!!~~~ ima alive again~~~ so many shows to watch... so many webbies i hav to go visit... omg....
was rushing to watch tons of shows and anime... loaded halfway fell aslp.. damn... now hav to reload again...rushing rushing~~~ sth triggered my case note cabinet in my head... ytd was watching one anime: Kaichou wa maid-sama... yea i know.. y am i watching a gerly romance comedy genre type of anime.... oggie lah the show.... kinda cute... toking about this high sch ger who is the prez of the sch.. but working in a maid cafe... got 'involve' with the 'infamous' popular guy in sch... they got a thing going on.... anyway... latest episode was about a transfer student.. say come back to the place to find his first love(which is the prez)... and his love experience was when they are in elementary sch.... wth... when he say tat ar... i was like kaoZz... then wat about me sia... lol.. funny how a person's life twist and turn.. only to turn back to where we started...
i started to wonder... if tat time i persist in looking... wld i save so many yrs of time??.... if i was more determine and stand on my grounds wld i hav less pain??... if i say sth earlier... wld it be any diff... doesnt matter much now... wat is done is done... cant go back to change anything... can only savour the past moments in my life...
i actually enjoy every moment with dar... now or when we're kids... happy or having a war.... i really dunno wat it is... i literally just light up every single time i see him... even when ima in a foul mood when i see him i just feel more relac..(apart from the sudden buay tahan triggers tat cause my eruptions) i rmb the time when he was upset over his last r/s... during tat time i really wanna do sth for him... just hav tat feeling dun wanna see him being hurt... but alas i'm in no position to do.... no matter... see the future ba... shall shield him as much as i can....
PS: 7+more weeks to 1 and a half year of love....
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