bored post...

not gonna say much.. not a good day.... just gonna say i wan braces... been thinking about it these few days liao... ima thinking.. ima thinking... where got clinics which can use medisave to pay partial? hmmm.... shall source... if not hav to find one tat the downpayment is low enough... but still wanna find those tat do hidden types...

another post.. another update...

good start of the week... met up with my good old fr on Mon at raffles city..... did some major catching up since she quit her job... life did a turn for her for the past month... hectic hectic hectic... her mom become better already... thank whoever is up there for it... and she is more happy now.... with lesser things in her mind she is literally glowing with inner happiness....(izzit cos of Mr who who?? hmmmm.....)

come to think of it... we both commented tat our lifes made a drastic change... and the funny thing is tat it sort of went back to 'square one'... but in a good way... but we both agreed on one thing though, cos of this major turn we kinda lost alot of time and youth... emo sia....


btw.... cos i lost my wallet like 3 months ago and i hav no freaking time to get a new one..(plus no feel towards alot of wallets tat i saw...) kanna drag steph to window shop abit... oggie lah.. some walking aft a meal is good for ya~ but anyway.. finally found sth tat i like... slick, simple and being purple is an added bonus.... but kanna hav heart pain paying for it... urgh... still mkore exp than the previous one i owned.... i better make it worth while....



then nite was still bery young however steph hav to go for class (bo liao lor.. start starts at 7 but she gonna reach at 830.. just for attendance sake...) or else can rot somemore with me... wahahahah~~ took a short walk along SG river... its been long... really change alot compared to the last time i walk along tat path.... its so much brighter now.... wahahah... not really my thing... but its nice to see such sights once in a while.. it really relaxes u and make u think more clearly...



overall, it was an uplifting experience for me.... maybe i shd get out more often and hang out with frs more....

lonely mid autumn

oh... mid autumn liao.. where kids can come out play till late... license to play with fire vandalise the public property with wax and soot.... not to mention a lover's excuse to spend lovey-dovey time together....

no diff for me.... dar hav to attend class aft work... spend a bery normal day... apart form the praying section of it... actually today consider not a good day for him... alot of bad things happening to him... hope he doesnt brood over them too much...

only special thing tat happen today was mid autumn praying plus making dessert... few weeks ago ask my mom to make the 'yu ni' dessert she wan fine with it.. in the end is i do.. wth... hav to stand in front of the stove and keep stirring the mixture making sure it wasnt burnt... dunno why the food i like is always so ma fan to make one...



btw.. the only unhappy thing tat happened was tat bugger sms me.. he must be mad... can ask me wanna walk under the moonlight with him on this special day... really man.. wat is wrong with this guy.. wanna hav affair pls dun come find me lah.... dun hav time for this sia...

nth much to report regarding today though... shall end here ba...

issues issues issues....

suddenly realize i bery long time bo blog liao... 2 weeks... quite a few things happened during this time.... dar got a new car... i was working then quit... steph broke off with mark then went with another guy... her mom got cancer.... ting also got a new bf(which happens to be my fr's fr...)

steph issue was a big hu-ha to some point... suddenly tell me no more liao.. i was shock.. they endure the dreaded long distance r/s but in the end still broke... they even went to apply hse liao lor... but i know steph... she will cfm know wats best for her... she will not ill treat herself anymore liao lor...

Regarding her mom... another shocker... i know she is kinda health conscience... to hear such news is a surprise... however she wans to heal by using the unconventional way.... which is fine as long as she is happy and comfortable with it... hope she does well and surpass the illness....

life was difficult while working... i like the environment there... work load was fine too... the ppl there were frdly also... but i just cldnt continue working there... knowing every single day... for 8 hrs.... i was to be harass by one of my colleague... i dunno wats up in his mind... he has a wife... 2 bery young kids... basically his life is pretty good... every thing is stable for him... i rmb shooting him... asking wat he treat me as.. he can tell me gf... wah kaoZz... i flare at him saying he's mad... he explained tat i look, walk, talk is almost identical to his first love... pls lah.. i not 17-8 yrs old lah... such tok also can bring up to me... think i stupid ar... but it doesnt deter his persistence... cldnt stand his actions i quit... anyway i was only a temp... once their project finish ima no longer 'valuable' to them liao...

lately also hav bickering issues with dar... think its gonna turn into a norm for us liao... ytd nite debate again... dunno wat to do sia... as dar says: i know y we always bicker.. u care too much for me and i care too much for u....

so love does hurt some times huh??

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anime & memories....

oh yea~~~ my internet... backie!!~~~ ima alive again~~~ so many shows to watch... so many webbies i hav to go visit... omg....

was rushing to watch tons of shows and anime... loaded halfway fell aslp.. damn... now hav to reload again...rushing rushing~~~ sth triggered my case note cabinet in my head... ytd was watching one anime: Kaichou wa maid-sama... yea i know.. y am i watching a gerly romance comedy genre type of anime.... oggie lah the show.... kinda cute... toking about this high sch ger who is the prez of the sch.. but working in a maid cafe... got 'involve' with the 'infamous' popular guy in sch... they got a thing going on.... anyway... latest episode was about a transfer student.. say come back to the place to find his first love(which is the prez)... and his love experience was when they are in elementary sch.... wth... when he say tat ar... i was like kaoZz... then wat about me sia... lol.. funny how a person's life twist and turn.. only to turn back to where we started...

i started to wonder... if tat time i persist in looking... wld i save so many yrs of time??.... if i was more determine and stand on my grounds wld i hav less pain??... if i say sth earlier... wld it be any diff... doesnt matter much now... wat is done is done... cant go back to change anything... can only savour the past moments in my life...

i actually enjoy every moment with dar... now or when we're kids... happy or having a war.... i really dunno wat it is... i literally just light up every single time i see him... even when ima in a foul mood when i see him i just feel more relac..(apart from the sudden buay tahan triggers tat cause my eruptions) i rmb the time when he was upset over his last r/s... during tat time i really wanna do sth for him... just hav tat feeling dun wanna see him being hurt... but alas i'm in no position to do.... no matter... see the future ba... shall shield him as much as i can....

PS: 7+more weeks to 1 and a half year of love....