flying back from honeymoon period....

tat day had a small argument with dar... he went to post some pics online.... basically ima not mad at him or doing tat.... i dun even mind he doing tat.... its his private space... i respect tat... but not to be inform by it.... ima bothered... i dun even know tat pic existed in the first place..... i dun even know it was in his desktop.... and i last thing i dun expect is tio posted online without me knowing...

i know its my fault tat tat is like the only pic of us being taken.... i know tat he really wan to hav a decent pic of us... but i just cant look into the camera without feeling lost.... i know i kinda disappointed him with i told him i promise to hav a pic taken before his bday but it didnt happen... thus when i saw the pic online i wasnt angry at him posting... i was only upset i wasnt told... i felt backstab.... multiple times.... since i didnt know it existed in the first place...

kinda dun wanna rmb wat happened... only knew we 'argued' in the morn.... no mood to work the whole day.... told him i dun mind him posting dun delete went to delete it... ask him to post back die die dun wan... felt like challenging me... dunno wats wrong also.... i just wanna be told tats all... and all he cld say was its the only pic... tats like 2 diff issues... y lump it together....

but anyway issue kinda solve.... but sth keep bothering me.... lately we keep having arguments..... kinda too much with the short span of time.... i still rmb i wrote sth about honeymoon period.. we being so lovely dovey etc etc....and now its like tat period is over le.... and most likely im the root cause of it.. and i dun wan this to continue.... yet dunno how to resolve it... haiZz... i dun wanna hurt him further le.... it pains me to see him tio tortured by me.....