happy... happy happy happy... kekekek.... ytd went out with dar....(just for movie lah.. nth much...) able to hold his hand... able to hug him... able to kiss him... sebei happy sia~~~(suddenly i think i bery easily contented de leh...) i feel like i super long time no see him le lor... now everytime i see him i always think he getting more and more yandao.. wahahah... die lah.. if really like tat then how sia... is i getting crazy or if its true got gers like him how ar??!!!
anyway i notice one thing... really REALLY long time nv take bus or mrt with him le... kinda miss those days where we just stood by each other... hugging each other while waiting for our stop... well.. got pros and cons lah... got car...means can spend time with each other longer.... since can go back later compared to if hav to take mrt.... taking bus rides... another form of experience... (i dun really care wat form lah... just wanna know he's beside me can le...)
just now was toking to him on the phone... went to ask him... when he was with his ex gf.... whether he got like other gers or not... can give me straight answer no... wahahah... dunno leh... he is aft all... a GUY... WAHAHA!!! but i ask tat as a general qus..... curious only... dun wan him to get the 'wrong' idea tat ima thinking of sth at the back of my head...
btw!! today was toking to joey... she was toking about her 'family planning'.... wanna hav another child or sth... tat sets me thinking also... min 2 kids.. max 3 kids... 1 boy 1 ger.. or 2 boys 1 ger... which brings to the issue of my age... when shd i hav kids... when shd i stop having kids.... with tat... when shd i get married... when aft married shd i hav my first child... hmmm... no matter how i calculate also like wrong de... getting old... kinda like no time to spare le... time is ticking... (die.. if i continue to think about it... my bio clock gonna go hay wire again...) but hor.. such things cant rush also.. it not like i wan will get it... and its not like MY issue only... aiya... see how lah... dunno how to approach this issue also lor... i shall set this thing aside first ba...
oh ya... next mon is anniversary... dunno wat to get or do tat day... hopefully he dun go crazy and spend alot... even if we just sat by the beach and do absolutely nth i also oggie de.... (anything is fine with me... i dun wan u to spurge on me... dun u dare buy unicorn for me.. i will fan lian de.... just wan u can le...)
anyway~~ gonna go slp le.. wait dar dar scold me again ar~~ tml got work!!
PS: really lah... i really STILL dun get y u like me... ima oddball...
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