current mood: emo, tired, lonely
current wish: spending time alone with dar, get my specs
current issue: nicotine addiction
current fantasy: be drenched in rain rain and even more rain~~
been so freaking busy with work... do accounts... OMG... see numbers till i scared liao... plus the continuous ka jiao-ing from the workmate... *faint*.... and for the past week having a terrible headache tat wldnt go... urgh.... dunno is not enough slp or stress... (if its stress ima so dead...my body cant handle stress de....) then nowadays once i lie on the bed i cfm fell aslp in like 15mins... great diff compared to my usual 1 hr lying on bed trying to slp period.... think my mental self is tiring out liao...
dear is not doing well either.... OT till like 9pm almost every day... today even worse... he sound so pissed off..... cant help him also... 70% of the stuff he says i totally dun understand... (or at least i try to understand it in my way...) i can only pacify him.... try to make him feel better... *sorry lah dear... not tat ima not interested in wat u saying... but is ima trying to figure out wat u saying*
been not spending enough time with him.... weekends also kanna eaten up by the shipyard... dun even hav the time to just relax at his hse... (even if meet him also will be having dinner with his family.... which i dread.....) *hmm... dunno tml how... haiZz....* wahaahaahah.... think ima getting crazy liao... somemore brain like half dead le.... no nicotine... i need sth to numb my brain cells~~~ URGH~~~ WHO CAN SAVE ME!!!!
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