ya ya.. i know wat u thinking... 4am still not slping!!! well.. before u scold me ar.... i really not slpy today wor... dunno y... but back abit sore though (damn bro... nv help me massage~~) and i was eating... eating... eating.... ya.... i dunno y these few days ima like tat... ima literally a freaking cow grazing on the vast fields in Australia..... nv ending de... haiZz.... but y am i not gaining weight!!! argh~~~
i got a theory regarding this though... maybe cos bo nicotine... or the lost of the habit... (ya... usually i hav my nicotine intake at nite de) then like.... i need sth to fill in the 'empty feeling'.... oh man... sebei sianZz lor... now go out cant smoke cos dear dun like... (bery hard ar!!! go out always see ppl smoke....) then i long time no buy ciggs.... (cos dear always send me hm.. i wanna buy also cannot!!) hse dun hav... some more these few days still hav wheezing in the middle of the nite...
urgh.... really wanna die liao lor... HAIZZ... nvm... its for my own good ba... in the long run.. healthwise.. (as though it make any diff since ima such a sickly person with so many health issue pertaining family health history) see how ba... if i really REALLY cant tahan maybe hav to take one stick... (dun scold me!!!)
was relabeling all the songs dear transferred to me...OMG.. wanna faint liao.... *hav to gather other songs from the old pc liao* then i notice... my itouch is gonna be max out if i sync it... sianZz... means i hav to forgo some albums or some concert vids..... (我不要!!! 我要我的死人歌~~~!!!) haiZz... again.. see how ba... maybe its time to change abit ba.... enough of emo songs... maybe change abit to the normal pop songs...(or maybe sappy love songs... wahahah!!)
anyway...... was reading up step's blog... now i know why she complain y jack keep reading it even though she dislike the idea.... ALL ABOUT MARK!! sheesh.... like 98% lor... i dun even bother going further down the post sia.... i read halfway also sian half lor... (pls lah... can put sth else...) now my answer to u steph!!! he is reading ur blog cos he wanna know was degree u and mark is in liao lah!! cfm plus chop and i add 1 more yr extended warranty for u!!! grrr... dunno y u turn into like this sia... so sappy!! wahhahha.... so not like u!! where's the steph i know!! give her back!!!~~
oh ya!! was thinking of sth when i was reading her blog...(actually alot of things...) one was she was fantasizing about her getting married to mark... ahahah!!! oggie...... i till now havnt get tat image in my head yet.... (YA.... MAYBE JUST THOUGHT ABOUT HOW WLD I LOOK LIKE IN A PRINCESS WEDDING GOWN....{must hav big bow bow behind de!! sounds so anime....} BUT TATS IT!!!) but sth close... (no... not about hanky panky... duhZz...) its about popping the qus... wahahah.. can imagine bo?? serenaded by him singing with a band behind under a light drizzle... woohoo!!! (i think ima fantasizing too much liao!! but cant help it lah... his voice bery nice... will melt sia~~)
another thing was the post she say she wrote a love letter... her first ever!! omg!! *puke* HOWEVER!!.... i kinda realize... the previous post i wrote... err.... sounds abit like love letter liao leh... means.... OH SHITCRAP BLOODY HELL!!! WAT IS WRONG WITH ME~~~~ IMA TURNING INTO A SAPPY WEAKLING IN AN EMOTIONAL TURMOIL REGARDING THE ENDLESS GIVING AND LOVING!!! oggie.. ima freaking out now *breath u damn cat!* (yes.. i know u are smiling away now....)
fine.. back to the issue... i think i hav to go back to my logical side soon or else ima gonna 走火入魔 liao... not good... ima cant function like this... i will really go crazy de.... but hor... i think still can 'enjoy' one more week lah hor... one month coming le... kekeke... *blush* not expecting anything from him though.... just wanna spend time with him i happy liao... *hopes wei wei dun chu stunts*
come to think about it... bery fast one month liao wor... wat hav we been doing sia... wahahah!!!.... nv realize time past so fast de wor.... maybe as ppl always say: "time pass by faster when we are enjoying it" (i wish time cld pass slowly sia....)
got other things to type but now is like near 6am liao... been typing away for like 2hr??... any more typing i think i can publish book liao lah... so will stop here... maybe when i sort out my thoughts I'll continue ba..... gonna 'try' to slp.... urgh!!! still not slpy~~ shall await for the weekends to come... bleah!! peace.....
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