happy cat~

had fun this weekend... fri went ktv with dar and his colleagues + fr... they're a funny bunch of ppl... enjoyed myself bery much... good mood.. even took a pic with dar...(ya.. i owe him de...) doesnt matter... now hp got new wallpaper liao.... kekeke.... maybe can hav more ba.. see how ba~

weekend literally slack at hm most of the time... which is good lah... mentally tired from work... spend some quiet quality time together is good.... HaiZz.... wish i hav a glass of cold beer now... tat will keep me lvl headed for awhile...

just notice i got lots of things to buy... damn it.... and is usually just nice i get paid... there goes my pay liao lor... i wan another cabinet~ and detolf~~ got promotion~~need hair mask, blusher, lip gloss, hairband(bro broke it once again).. oh ya.. badly need another wallet... urgh... sebei sianZz... shall see wat i need first ba...

dar today start class le... back to normal liao... u do yours i do mine kinda days le... hopefully he dun stress himself too much ba.... too many things to handle at one go... think he superman or sth... shall keep my cool at things... do one thing at a time... settle down settle down...

PS: i wanna huggie laogong to slp....

writing vs typing....

hmmm.. this pic reminds me of yrs back when i bought a lot of note books to write.... wrote about alot of things... depending wat comes into mind... usually blog entries... sometimes stories... sometimes poems... sometimes rants... more detailed than this online blog... of course i still keep these books... i had a bad memory... need this to refresh my mind... also to rmb happy incidents in my life then...

somehow i rather write then type these memories out... at least i can cfm tat no one reads my hard copies one... wahahah~~ and i like writing stuff.... can just sway my hands and write.. no need to worry whether it links or not... cos since its for my eyes only.. i can understand wat the hell ima writing....

i got alot of things in my mind... not organize... my thoughts are usually jumbled up... one moment this next another issue... thus constantly hav to keep thinking wat to do... whether izzit impt... blah blah blah...

anyway... back to life... usual stuff again... work load is like piling up... tml meeting.. sianZz... Dick is gonna kill us gers.... again.... wat does he wan anyway? doing as much as we can for tat few hrs and even more and he still wanna KB.... ang mos... urgh....

hse-ing.... rewiring the whole hse also my prob... fine... as long as dun touch my future lui for my future hse for investments i close one eye... if even touch one cent of it i make sure u spit it out for me...

side track abit... dunno is cos nv take my medications or wat... hormones are like rushing into my brain TOO much... plus the female's bio clock is ringing again...(from wat i rmb.. its the third time it's happening) urgh~~~ can stop or not..... got enough issues for me to settle liao lor... this hav to happen now.... dun wan now mean dun wan now lor... already planned le so dun screw my mind up liao lah.... if can hav it i already hav one liao lah...

too many things to note... dun wanna type le.. wait i emo again... not a good period of time to do so... where's my silver lining?? shall switch off my mind during the weekends and just enjoy the chance to rest and recharge...

acting weird....

had a good weekend... get to see dar.. spend the niteZz with him... love hugging him to slp sia... too bad not a good time of the month.. wahhaah... maybe cos of this hormones is acting up super weird.... shall see wat happens the next few days... maybe rape him.. lol~~~

boring~~

work's a bore today... did nth much the whole day... its killing me lor... dunno wat to do sitting there... buay tahan sia... either its super busy where i cant finish my work.. or its too slack till i wanna slp... grrr... waste my life sia....

trim my hair today... like at least 2 months later?? sun really rmb when's the last time i trim it.. only notice my hair like getting messy... now its so much more 'tidy' le... happy.... shall wait for it to get even longer now....

sth is wrong with me... think is hormone surge or sth... keep having weird 'urges'.... cldnt help it... cant shake these ideas out of my head... keep thinking of the same thing over and over again... argh!!! any medication tat lowers hormones???!!!

a lil break...

sebei sianZz... portable modem spoilt.. now leeching other ppl's one... wahahah... so long nv come online... so many shows and anime i havnt watch... urgh~~~ where got time to update sia~~ work also like shit... everyday see diamension til i sot liao... i need english words~~ not numbers!!!

been sick for a long time also.. half dead most of the time at work or off work... mood also not good... but dun hav the energy to really shoot...(well at least ima better now.. left my irritation cough to settle...) but its dar's turn to be sick... haiZz... think he also stress over alot of things... and me stepping on his tail like most of the time....

btw... 7th month now aka ghost month... not gonna stay over tat often ba.... not bery nice also... its also the time of the yr where i'll auto be more quiet.... more solemn.... not a good period of time for me... used to love the ghost month.. now kinda hate it.... watever... shall not comment so much about it...

shall bath take med and slp... tml meeting dar dar~!