CNY forth day

Thursday..... argh..... i feel weak... cny first day nv eat... cny sec day nv eat.... ytd kanna 'force' to eat (and had to be pizza.. i hate pizza) eat liao go hm like wanna vomit sia.. not tat its not tasty or anything... wat to do.. 2 days nv eat suddenly makan such things... will vomit or not....

i really REALLY hate cny..... ridiculous praying all day and nite... nv slp.... help out till no appetite... PMS somemore... feel more aggravated.... everything feels irritating... like a small kid using a stick to poke at the cat.... grrr..... wanna find some ppl to tok also no one... find liao so wat.. act cold.. say 'busy' 'bored' or 'ima eating la'... nv even ask how i feeling throughout the whole day.... then can even blame me for not replying his smses when i always reply straight away(i havnt even start blaming him)... dunno who is the one who took 30 mins... 2hrs... to reply my one sms....(and can claim he's bored over at his relative's hse) duhZz... bored cant take hp out sms huh... ppl dying of exhaustion and pms-ing mood... not one 'how u feeling today' sms... all one word answer...

already so pek chek on the first day... still wanna aggravate me more... sec day call me to argue...wah biang.. i owe him izzit..... scold and scold and scold.... still can accuse say y i hate his family so much... WTH... i nv once said tat... i so freaking tired, hungry(no appetite) still can ask me give his massage... GO TO HELL LAH!!! anyway.. i super no strength to argue... no comments to him or wat... dun wanna waste my 'chi nai de li' on him....

argh... dun wanna tok about it liao... got so many 'yuan heng' CNY LEH!!!
duhZz..... watever...

Bo liao post

since i nan de touch the pc.. gonna post a few cute 'lame' pics of panda and my hedgie(havnt really name him... my nick keep calling him toilet brush)

Panda's 'ugly pics!!
when we first got him.. super emo guy.. cant blame him... his previous owner 'disappear' mah...

the all famous 'toilet paper' punishment~!! *like toilet paper rite..... be one then!! dun u dare move ar.. one movement one teng tiao line at backside ar!!!*

aft his sec shave regrowth... look at his back legs.. sit like sissy kia sia....

*ima surfing porn!!! woohoo~~*

*hi~~~ ima pink pink fluffy fluffy bunny!!!*

latest pic... today!! dump him in a pail to bath him.. u think he's happy.. think again... he was whinning the whole time... i took a long time to get this 'happy' shot....


now its hedgie's pics~
caught him slping... so cute!! like angel!!!

damn u!! scratching ur quil while ima trying to type!!


Oooo.. can eat de mah!! *no!! tats my mouse!! stop tat!!!*


EMO CORNER!!!~~~

wat are u looking at... nv seen a hedghog before??

this reminds me... i havnt buy meal worms for my hedgie.... and panda.. owe him a muffin... will buy meal worms tml then... when i go out with mom... ima called 'maria' for the next two days....

Good news Bad news?

oggie.. aft days of hardship(again) finally touch the pc.... *caresses monitor* another tiring day... nvm... 2 more days to CNY... i ren~~~ its crunch time!!! some more havnt even decor the hse... super behind time sia... ima gonna be like those damn husky dogs in the artic liao... super chiong attitude...

but.... haiZz.... you xing mei li liao leh..... ima like half dead liao... plus tio cold like one week ago... just only feeling better nia.... not to mention i sprain BOTH MY SHOULDER two days ago while carrying the bloody TWO BIG CARTONS of oranges home(up and down the overhead bridge plus hse staircase)... think aft being a coolie for the next two days ima going to slp for first day of CNY...(but cant leh.. got zhou xing chi show.. damn!! ima contradicting myself~~)

anyway... nick's mom today got a letter from the gov sector ppl... Oooo~~ apparently.. she kanna lifted from bankruptcy liao wor... she so super happy... and the first thing she said was she wanna buy a 4 room flat.... (huh?? for wat.. here got hse liao... still buy.. really tat rich meh.... i dun get it lor...) and say buy liao then this hse can rent out... duhZz... dun like this hse in the first place say... dun tok so much go one big round......

then she today like tai tai sia... go pedicure manicure..... still ask me wanna join bo... if wan all she hav to do is call can liao... duhZz... i hate such places.... still ask me.... nv die before izzit.... nvm.... in the end she go herself... PEACE!!!~~~ finally hav tat one hr of peace in the hse sia... really hate hearing her voice... only complains.. no compliments de....

go makan with nick's family... at first cfm liao.. go market eat... suddenly say elder bro joining wanna go other place.... when i reach his nick's hse at 330 i already said ima just gonna hav dinner then straight go hm rest liao... since tml i hav to wake up early to go out with mom for cny chiong-ing session... in the end..... sit in bro's car.. say go toa payoh eat... turn wrong route... almost end up at orchard... drive one big round go newton circle makan.... duhZz..... i really nth to comment about the whole freaking family... like my time not precious.... i hav to shun zhe their schedules..... eat liao drive hm... again tio lost( dun ask... i feel like banging head against his car window at tat time) and i reach hm at 1020.... @$#%^$^&!@(*&*(##$@!!@@^ like no diff from the usual time i come hm... sebei kns....

MEI GUAN XI~~~!!! at least i did sth i wan today.. managed to dye my hair today.... no more red head... wahhahaha.... itsa brown base colour.... even slab some of the dye on my eyebrows... kekekek... or else will look weird mah... light brown hair.... black brows...

think tats the only think ima happy about today... so in short... its kinda of a sucky day(again) for me.... as usual....

PS: sad case.. ytd actually went out awhile to shop.. in the end.. nick buying alot of his stuff... i nv buy anything... i cant even find a gundam i like.... EMO!!~

I HATE CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

my topic says it all..... i hate it so much!!!! sebei frustrating time of the year... dun do tio scold do tio scold... argh!!!! clean hse?? think is 'stock take warehse' lor.... everything i throw mom keep.... duhZz.... wats the point sia!!! then my bro as usual... tok only.. bo action.... just sit there like king order here and there... bloody retard... then still complain... complain so much means u know more lah.. then u do lah... TMD.... then settle my family is tiring enough.. still hav to settle nick's hse... (as though its my hse.. pls lor.. if its mine i will reno the whole freaking hse!!!)

and nick's mom.. grrr.... adds on to my frustrations..... i ren~~~ i ren ur tactlessness!!! wanna buy sofa also wanna argue with me... i already give way liao... dun wanna comment which type to buy since ima not staying here anyway.. still come provoke me... wah biang... i owe her izzit... then wat happens.. in the end nv buy... freaking retarded.. i super tired running up and down helping my mom buy CNY goods (mind u.. its in cart loads) super tired... still pei u in the bloody sunlight... nv eat the whole day... then still hav to see ur face ar.... sebei KNN de leh....

go hav dinner... few hrs before say go ajisen makan... nv comment... reach J8 shop abit before makan nv comment... go there liao.. sit down liao.. waiter wanna take order liao... just say eeee... why come eat this.. i hate ajisen... the food 'heng nan chi!!'... WTH~~ u dun wan face i wan face ar.... totally spoilt my eating mood....

I DUN CARE!!! TODAY TUESDAY LE!! IMA GONNA BUY A GUNDAM TO PLAY DURING CNY!!! I DESERVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Tiring day.....

oggie.. nth much happened... quick update on wats going on....

Sat 10/1/08:
0900am

• nick hse..
• morning went facial(wanna cry... extraction of pimples like wan my life)...
• watch red cliff 2(woohoo!! nice~~ ka boom!!! burn!! burn u idiotic ships!!!)
• went aljunied buy suit... (again.. dunno need how many sia)
• makan KFC...
• play with panda.....
• hm time!!

2300pm

Sun 11/1/08
1300pm

• nick hse...
• take bus to vivocity(freaking long... 1hr.. butt gonna turn into fossil liao)
• enter 'traveller's world buy sweater gloves socks(like tat cost around $240... one masterpiece SS)
• walkie around.... saw my bro.. wahahha.... dunno he there for wat sia....
• went back by cab(expected)
• makan KFC(again??!!)
• play game/panda
• hm time...

2245pm

wow.. like some lame typical lifestyle of a s'porean... so sad.... anyway... at least i didnt spend my weekends at hm cleaning his crap...

oh well... better rest early.. tml got job interview at namly animal clinic... sixth ave there... 1030am.. means latest by 8 wake up... die liao lah...... EMO!!!

Too bo liao.....

current mood rite now

yawns** tats wat i feel now.... wanna slp cant slp!!!

wat is the time now sia... 200am.... still early.. wahahha.... not till 4am i wldnt slp.. getting super nocturnal liao... thinking wat will happen to me if i found a job... sure cant wake up or slp during work sia....

anyway.... was surfing net... deviantART to be precise... saw a few drawings(usually i'll go to a few artist's pages to check for updates) and its so cute... wahahha....

'snatching' time!!~~~

omg... so cute!!! SS tio tease also dun care... wahhahaha!!!~~ titled: Soundwave ger+ Starscream... oggie... soundwave..... ger...... wth??!! but for some reason i like this pic.. wahhaha!!!! another Soundwave +Screamer humanoid inspired pic... well... at least SW is a boy now... SS looks cute... *drools*..... ima being mean to myself here... with tat lame banner on top of the blog.. i hav to put this pic... contradicts everything.... i just cldnt help it... i was laughing like mad when i saw this...
*jap amulet with megatron as design*
quote from the post: Megatron defends your house from a fire!
and a charm against evil Starscream!XD
hmmm....... wonder if got SS amulet bo.......

ima so in love with this drawing.... ima so gonna print this onto a white polo tee... ima so gonna wear it out ever freaking single time!!!
ima so going overboard with this!!!(anyone can slap me back to reality bo??)

oggie... ending my post... or else gonna flood my blog with too much SSs..... hmmm.... maybe put abit of JZ pic also... since i like his char too... then i'll be like... SS'swife JZ mistress... woooo...... idea sia.... but... we'll see... we'll see.... gonna have a puff then 'try' to slp... tml hav to wake up early go out(shopping? maybe)..... (kinda emo about the outing... cant collect my san guo BBs cos my fr hav to go sch even though he's grad liao)

*credits to the artist ya? jinosan, piyo119 and raziel01

"Achievement Post - Akasuki Gundam (bundle pack) 1/100 Scale"

Oggie... for now nth much happened... mood also better... gonna post my first gundam pics~~ woo hoo~~ ima so proud of myself.... stayed up for 3 niteZz building it (thought this baby was finished like 1 or 2 months back)... bery noobish achievement i must say... plainly just build... nv colour nv paste anything..( kinda hav the feeling i might wreck it if i do so...) but aiya... its already gold in colour.. wat else need to do... so yandao liao.. no need 'make up' liao lah....

*pics taken using K800i 3.2mp camera*

the box~~!!! ungraded version... but its big enough for me to hav fun... kekeke!!

Bot is complete~~~ bery *shing shing shing*


back of it....looks so small in my hand... oh!! mousezilla looks like he's emo-ing at the back...

building is almost complete.... see until i blur liao.... why so many pieces!! so many 'sticks' sticking out de!!!!

finally... the sticky attachment done~~ duhZz.... really see till blur regarding this one.... like deja vu~



the other attachment.... if i imagine hard enough maybe i can think its limited edition Starscream... waahah!! thinking too much liao..

back of my baby... with the sticks attachment....

side view... he looks like he's gonna fall over the bed.....

front of baby~~ so yandao!!! quote: i'm loving it~!!

side of it with the winged attachment....

on the stand!!! where's the spotlight?? he needs it!!!

side-ish view.... hmmm.. whois tat lurking behind??? an ambush??

quarter view... oh!!!~~ is tat Zhao Yun?? also another yandao kia!!! is him sticking his saber into the horse's arse?? OMG~~

yeap.. tats all the pics i hav regarding this fellow... had fun playing with him also... think ima gonna be obsess still i go use cloth polish him sia.... (tats not good....)

Another usual disappointing day

emo... tats the word.. nth else can explain wat today's feeling is liao lor...

went to singpost pay TV license and season parking for my bro... ask nick wanna meet at hub.. say might OT.. tell me go back first wait for him.. oggie lor.. used to it liao anyway... so i reach nick hse at 7... wanna cook dinner scared he tabao or wat.. sms him no reply.... then too hungry liao... decided to cook spagh with meatballs... one big pot... but i nv eat much.. scared he OT nv eat come back hungry...

cooking it is already a irritating issue for me liao... nick's mom like set up trap(again) for me... ytd she was hm.. cook dinner... ji tiao took everything from the fridge to make the dinner... then since she knows there's nth much left inside.. also nv buy some food to restock or wat.... then just left the hse to her elder son's hse.... wat kind is mother lai de.... then i cook wat for the rest of the week... managed to find pork(hav to mince it myself... hacked the hell out of the pork sia)... prawns and cabbage..... finally.. decent food!!

makan alone... doesnt taste nice.... but Panda seems to love it.... think he like spagh alot... everytime i eat wanna snatch... always gives me the 'pls!!!~' look..... damn i hate u panda!! always sneeze into my food so u can hav my share...

waited... waited... stare at PC... stare at tv... stare at Panda... nth happened... he near ten then reach hm.... first thing he did was sit at PC table check Cronous... duhZz.. wat is this.... sian... nvm... reheat food for him... told him got food... the reply i got back is " huh... i eat le.. now bery full"... getting piss off liao lor... if company got tabao then at least sms tell me mah.... then i cook for wat... for Panda ar.... i can just hav instant noodles de mah... no prob de wat... complain to him y nv tell me first.. since i sms regarding it.. say " i busy how to sms".... WTH...!! one bloody sms 30 secs... no time ar!!! i got six sense ar.. know u eat liao izzit!!! got time to leave work and eat tabao food no time reply ar!!!

just reheat throw food to him.... he like ate half of the whole serving... no choice.. i finish lor...(later go hm hav to makan again... sian... i dun wanna get fat....) then he started his ritual of 'revolving' around the PC... wah.... a mini solar system... consist of pc him ciggs and drinks... ima totally out of the pic... ask him qus.... silence... ask again.. silence.... haiZz.. give up.... dun wanna care much also....

not a good day for me... since ytd niteZz.... mood not good liao... no appreciation at the end of the day to make me feel better....

Hope tml is better ba...(doubting)

~New Year~

yea.. yea.. aft many yrs then start to blog... kinda too old for this crap.. wahahaha... but anyway... this is gonna be mostly a complaint zone (oggie lah.. not always complain lah...) and photo posting for my collections....

why am i doing this anyway... think mostly cos no one ever listens or even try to act to hear wat ima saying... ppl only wan other to listen to their sorrows.... not tat ima bothered by it.. more so being happy tat they pick me to listen to them... kinda feel impt in thier lives or sth like tat... but sometimes when i wanna tok about things i realized no one is there, or they are too engross in their own probs.... not blaming them or wat... its just how humans works... humans are being quite self centred all the time....

tats why ima doing this.... kinda like the only outlet tat i can find to vent my feelings(not saying ima inhuman or wat lah) i dun really care whether ppl give me advice or wat.... just wanna say things out when the time is rite...

another purpose of this blog is my collections... been collecting my SS(Starscream) and some BB gundams etc etc.... quite an expensive hobby i must say... heng ima not those siao lang who go buy every freaking toy when i lauch out... or else really eat air liao... think if i continue to post tat much pics of them ima gonna be some kind of exhibitionist liao.... tat not good.. not good at all... but will be enjoying the process of getting new toy i like... building my gundams... ya... think ima guy more than a ger.... think i hav to think more like a ger... act more demure... be more soft spoken.. less childish...(wait a min... if i do tat ima not me liao... wahaha.. dilemma!!)

anyway.... ima gonna stop here liao.. or else gonna 'complain' somemore... peace~